"Yeah, see, that's why I'm unsure about doing it," B nods. "Because for one, I ain't gonna do that to Steve. If I can get some assurance from the Admiral that who I am now won't go away-- I don't know." He shrugs helplessly. "I got no real desire to die. I've got a lot of good shit in my life. It's just weighing the harm my life caused, in my world, you know?"