That - does give him pause, because, "Oh. Huh. No, actually," he has to admit.
Because honestly? That weirds him out, too. "Jesus. I - I mean. I can see it, but. I guess there's no way I could do that. I -"
He blows out a breath. "I had one friend. One of my best friends." One of the only people he feels like have ever really understood him. "We did some shit in breaches. Good and bad. But we decided we weren't those people, we hadn't done any of it, because - " He shrugs. "Neither of us wanted to ruin the real friendship we had with what other people wearing our faces had done. But I guess that was us. That's me. I never was good at doing what was popular," he admits, with a quiet, helpless little laugh.
"I only know Cook, but she's one of the most pragmatic gals I know." So she'll understand however Shaw decides she needs to see it, he thinks.
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Because honestly? That weirds him out, too. "Jesus. I - I mean. I can see it, but. I guess there's no way I could do that. I -"
He blows out a breath. "I had one friend. One of my best friends." One of the only people he feels like have ever really understood him. "We did some shit in breaches. Good and bad. But we decided we weren't those people, we hadn't done any of it, because - " He shrugs. "Neither of us wanted to ruin the real friendship we had with what other people wearing our faces had done. But I guess that was us. That's me. I never was good at doing what was popular," he admits, with a quiet, helpless little laugh.
"I only know Cook, but she's one of the most pragmatic gals I know." So she'll understand however Shaw decides she needs to see it, he thinks.