You're selling yourself sh-

[She stops, shaking her head, rubbing the back of her neck.]

What sucks is...the mixing up. The breaches all faded before, you know? Back to my usual self, tickety-boo as they say. I could tell what was there, what was here.

And here, well, it's usually a lot simpler. Alone, like being that way and...and, well. Hadn't found myself drawn to...[she clears her throat.]

To women before. Or...or a woman.