Sameen Shaw. 32. Born May 21st, 1983 in Havre De Grace, Maryland. Father, Liam Shaw; mother, Niloufar Hanifnejad. I've never lived in Seattle. Been there. But, uh-- any memories of growing up around there are from the breach, not me. Eff-why-eye, note to self.
I can tell the difference between my life and the breach life. The old simulations were disorienting because of how well they mimicked real life; this isn't that. This is just-- alien thoughts, in my head, affecting me when they shouldn't. Another thing that's supposed to drive me insane.
Turns out talking about it into thin air doesn't actually help with that.
"You're mourning. You're holding silent vigil. You loved someone and you're frustrated because you think you can't honor them right. Your heart is broken and--"
[A pause.]
Bleeding; I think he said bleeding. Something like that. Wounded, maybe; I dunno.
[She clears her throat.]
"You love her, you miss her, you value her. You're capable."
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This is stupid.
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I can tell the difference between my life and the breach life. The old simulations were disorienting because of how well they mimicked real life; this isn't that. This is just-- alien thoughts, in my head, affecting me when they shouldn't. Another thing that's supposed to drive me insane.
Turns out talking about it into thin air doesn't actually help with that.
4/9
[A pause.]
Bleeding; I think he said bleeding. Something like that. Wounded, maybe; I dunno.
[She clears her throat.]
"You love her, you miss her, you value her. You're capable."
I think that's all of it.